Blessed is He

The hardest part of holding on

is letting go

and I guess it's time to let go

of all those

things

but just know

that even though

i might walk away

I'll never be far

I'll never give up

I'll never stop loving you

life is such a mystery

who knows

what's wrong

or right

only our great king

could knows such things

I'm just a simple creature

and my brain

tries so hard to make

sense of things

i can't possibly know

all these things

so i give it all to

you

I cast it all on you

because I know you love me

you never gave up on me

and when I fell down

to the ground and asked

for your hand

for your love

for your strength

I felt you right beside me

reaching out

picking me up

embracing with open arms

saying,

"welcome home my son"

and from that moment

I'll never look back

so I'll be whatever it is that

you

want me to be

I won't forget

what you did for

me

and so I know

all these things

are in your hands

my heart

my love

my soul

I give it to you first

so that you may

guide me

my heart explodes with your

love

I'm so on fire

you said

be hot or cold

and least of all

lukewarm

and I'm burning up

inside

and I just want to

share it wit those

souls

I left behind

I know you've

forgiven

me

but I seek

redemption

my king

but I won't forget

that I must

seek your kingdom before

all things

but even thought

I'm letting go

I'll never give up

and just maybe

one day

they may see

how your love

radiates

through me

I'll be your humble servant

I'll wash your feet

I'll do whatever it is

you ask of me

I'll testify

before whoever

will listen to me

speak

I'll give you

all the glory

all the praise

for you have

saved and forgiven

me

and so I must

do whatever it is

you

ask of me

I'll never forget

that night

I said

your prayer

and

you heard

my cries

in your grace

you washed

down upon me

and the tears

just poured out

of me

like a faucet

a river

a creek

but more like a

sea

I realized that man

the man I was

died that

night

and so I was

re born

changed and transformed

I'll be the man

you

see me as

I'm so

blessed

that I can see

so clearly

now

perceptions

changed

how could

I know it would be so

simple

that my life

would be so

simple

and all the

pains

burned out of my

heart

and

replaced by your

love

I'll walk with you

everyday

and I'll never

look back

for you will make a way

when there is

no way

and i'll put all my

faith

in you

my Lord

my King

my Savior

for I'll be

whatever it is

you

want me to be

break me father

so you can

use me

I'll give you

everything

all of

me

I'll wash your

feet

thank you

father

for not ever

giving up on

me....

The price you pay

it's all about love

and I know I love you

I'd do anything

all you need is ask

but it's just not the same

I want so bad to share this with you

but i don't think you'll be coming back

and that's ok, if it's what you need

I can't stop saying

I'm sorry

you should of left me a long time ago

I'm not proud

I wish I could of done things different

I just want to make it all up to you

but I know better

it's the first time in my life

I put her needs before mine

I know it's all gonna be alright

I can't turn around and backtrack

this is the way things are

and I'm not gonna look back

step by step

I'll walk this path

so new,

so unfamiliar

but for the first time

I don't fret

because I know

I know

he's there for me

Some of those cliche things are so true

I never realized I was such a fool

so afraid

to feel

I tried so hard to keep it at bay

I think about all I had

I think about all I lost

I guess maybe it's time to let go

I want to hold on so bad

I wish I knew

every little thing I could not see

all I took for granted

how could I be so blind

I just want to turn back the clock

grab hold of it

of you

embrace it with all I've got

hindsight is such a twisted thing

how could I know

my life wouldn't be the same

such a gift to see your face

and start my day

to have you share my bed

to have you put your arms around me

to wake up and make love to you

damm I'm was such a fool...

now my bed is empty and cold

cause your not here anymore

I just want you to come back home

but I don't know if you'll ever knock on that door

I miss you so much

my life

my heart

my soul

I'll never hold back

I'll never give you doubt

I'll never make those mistakes

but maybe this is the cost to know such things

it's a high price to pay

and now I know

I won't ever go back

so bitter sweet

my eyes open wide

I can see so vividly

they say, if it's true

then it will find it's way back to you

So I put my faith in truth

it's truth that will set me free

I'd give you everything

all of me

my life

my heart

my soul

and if it's not you

that comes knocking on this door

I promise not to ever be such a fool

i won't ever lose another like you

my life

my wife

I wonder who she'll be

that comes knocking on this

door...

Faith

My heart beats, and my soul wonders

no one said it would be easy

this life

it's the only you have my friend

I ask for strengh....

I feel like i've done it all wrong

but there is no right way to follow your heart

I ask for strength...

all this will be as what it's meant to be

too long I held back

too long, my fear directed me

I can't stop being afraid

the fear will never leave

I ask for strength...

I purge these things from my body

I may be wrong,

I may be right,

I will not know till I'm on the other side

I ask for strength...

little by little

the sun starts to shine

my mind is staring to break free

I used to let the fog

blanket me,

shield me,

I ask for strength...

this man won't hide

you are my

love

you are my

life

I know with you at my

side

I can do anything

I ask you to believe in

me

I ask for you hand

you give me

strength

I'll be a better man...