Friday, August 28, 2009

The price you pay

it's all about love

and I know I love you


I'd do anything

all you need is ask

but it's just not the same


I want so bad to share this with you

but i don't think you'll be coming back

and that's ok, if it's what you need


I can't stop saying

I'm sorry

you should of left me a long time ago


I'm not proud

I wish I could of done things different

I just want to make it all up to you

but I know better


it's the first time in my life

I put her needs before mine

I know it's all gonna be alright

I can't turn around and backtrack

this is the way things are

and I'm not gonna look back


step by step

I'll walk this path

so new,

so unfamiliar


but for the first time

I don't fret

because I know

I know

he's there for me


Some of those cliche things are so true


I never realized I was such a fool

so afraid

to feel

I tried so hard to keep it at bay


I think about all I had

I think about all I lost


I guess maybe it's time to let go

I want to hold on so bad

I wish I knew


every little thing I could not see

all I took for granted

how could I be so blind


I just want to turn back the clock

grab hold of it

of you

embrace it with all I've got


hindsight is such a twisted thing

how could I know

my life wouldn't be the same


such a gift to see your face

and start my day

to have you share my bed

to have you put your arms around me

to wake up and make love to you


damm I'm was such a fool...


now my bed is empty and cold

cause your not here anymore

I just want you to come back home

but I don't know if you'll ever knock on that door

I miss you so much


my life

my heart

my soul


I'll never hold back

I'll never give you doubt

I'll never make those mistakes


but maybe this is the cost to know such things

it's a high price to pay

and now I know

I won't ever go back


so bitter sweet

my eyes open wide

I can see so vividly


they say, if it's true

then it will find it's way back to you


So I put my faith in truth

it's truth that will set me free


I'd give you everything

all of me


my life

my heart

my soul


and if it's not you

that comes knocking on this door


I promise not to ever be such a fool

i won't ever lose another like you


my life

my wife


I wonder who she'll be

that comes knocking on this

door...